YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

I finally know why God had Aphrodite (name changed to protect the innocent) Dump me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeeeeeesssssss!!!!!!!! Praise God!!!!!!!!!

Whew, excuse me... I'm just so excited that It finally makes scence. Okay so here I am listening to an online sermon, and the guy is talking about people putting up "Functional Saviors" for all kinds of things. I ,regretably, have placed every Girlfriend (notice the unintentional capital G) as a healer of my heart. My poetry is loaded with it. Jesus is the only one who is capable or responsible for that. I thought I already knew this, but obviosly I didn't. If you would have asked me, "Hey, Does the love of a woman heal the heart or does the Love of Jesus heal the heart?", well then I would have gotten the right answer. But if you said "Hey, If Jesus takes the person you love the most away from you, do you still love Him?" I'd have known the right answer, but had the wrong feeling. My actual answer was "God I hate you right now, but where else can I go?" AND HE STILL SHOWED ME LOVE AND STILL PURSUED ME! YEEEEEESSSS!

Now, all that said, "Aphrodite's" personal reasons may be completly different, but right now the only thing that matters is that Jesus has finally revealed to me the problem with me! And I'm pumped to address that lie that I've believed for so long. That "little" lie that says "You've been hurt by women and the only way God fixes that is with the love of the right woman." HAhahahah. WOW. It's so STUPID NOW!